Hate than I LOVE U...

The tittle mcm lagu rihanna jer..
mmg i minat pun dekat rihanna..ehehhehe..

ok back to the tittle..


kenapa this tittle hate than i <3 u..
act.. ade kena mengena dgan my reality life with sum1..
yg sudah pun menjadi kawan rapat i..

ok ktorunk start kenal dekat kolej mser tuh ade short course for 1 bidang niy..
so mse tuh just kenal as friend jerlar..

and no feeling at all..until lar habis kolej selama 6 bulan kot..still x rpt and no feeling jga..ahahahaha..

then...tiba-tiba..


mse tuh i dpt smbung blaja dekat poli larh..and mser tgah nk bayar mkanan dkat foodcourt....
tetibe ade sum1 niy terjerit2 pggil 'ain cosmo'...ahahhhahhah..
and bermula lar detik2 berjumpe blik..mmg x sgke larh ley jumpe mamat niy lg..adoi..

so borak2 n tukar2 no phone..and jd lar kawan yg rapat sikit r dr mse kwn dekat kolej kan..ahahahahaha..
and sem1 mmg jd rapat r sbb asal ade jer mkanan yg x abis start r kol si dye tuh n g mkanan dekat dye..
as u know lar kan..laki mmg kuat mkn n cepat lapar jer..

and selamat larh kami menghabiskan sem1..
ok2 mse sem 2 plak..

kami still kawan biase..tp housemate mule larh nk menggosip2 kan i dgn dye,.adoi..mmg xdpt r..coz no feeling mser tuh..ehehehhee..

mser sem 2 lar i mule hidup agk di luar batasan dgn peg karok..blik lewat mlm..merayap dgn kawan2..ehehehe..nk enjoy lar katekan..
ok bck story dgn dye i start have a feeling dkat dye mser....
jeng3...

i dgn housemate with 2 guys bdak klas peg mkn n ajk dye join mkn mlm skali dekat kedai mkn seksyen 11..
ok punyer pnat tunggu dye nk dtg..smpai kwn i si 'O' dah bebel..n mule lar nk gosip kan pasal dye tuh bf i..hello..then lepas penat menunggu dye pon dtg dgn kwn dye si 'F'..

mse kat kedai mkn..mmg lar dye duduk menghadap i..mmg i brani jer lwn tenungan mate dye.  :P
x tkot pun..ehehehehehe..n bler ade org nk amik order mknan pun both of us ley gado2..'ko r dulu'..'ko r'..
ahahahhaha..smpai membe ktorunk yg mengalah peg order dulu..ehehehehe..
ok..lepas i dgn dye dh hbis mkn..mmg i offer..xper r..biar i jer belanje dye..n terpakse lar belanje kwn dye skali..ehehehhe..tp i ikhlas ok..
ehehehhe..then lpas byar tuh..ley plak dgn spontannyer dye panggil nmer i..n mmg mse tuh both of us bertentang mate r..n he say 'ain aq syg ko lebih'..perghhh mse tuh mmg lar all membe yg ade kat meja tuh mmg focus on us..and ade yg ternganga kowt..adoi...malunyer mser tuh..n kwn dier si'F' tuh plak bley jer dye tepuk blakang dye n salam ngan dye n say ' aq sokong ko' n dye reply' terima kasih..
n u know ape reaksi i.
mmg i tertunduk larh muke tuh sbb dah terlalu malu cm perempuan melayu terakhir dipinang..ahahhaa..
n sempat lg ckp kat dye...'eh bodoh r ko niy..kter kwn jer ok'adoiiiiii..kenape i ckp cmtuh..noiw i dah menyesal...huhuhuhuhu..
then i try nk calm down myself..
and then..dye minta permission i nk blik..
n say 'ain aq perg dulu tau..ader futsal dkat....'..i reply 'perg r'..
and dye ulang2 benda yg smer n jawapan i still smer smpi membe i si 'O'..
ley msuk cmpur n say ' korunk niy dah mcm laki bini nak minta permission nk perg mner2 jer..'
perghhhhhhh..maluuuuu lg..n mmg dye still ulang lg smpai i ckp 'ea..pergilar..'
ehehehhe..then dye pown perg r..
cmer aper yg  still confius n tertanye2..btol ker dye ade feeling kat i..or just nk men2 as membe?..
adoiiiii....
dri dulu until now still x ley jwb..
coz i tkot perasan jer..lg r mlu weyh...
huhuhuhu..
hope sum1 can help me by give me any comment or idea or any else..

tadaaaaaaaaaaa....